Guys >> My Guy :)

I haven't had a boyfriend for almost 3 years since I last broke up. Many might think I deserve it for being soo fussy or because I'm so mean. No it's because all guys that come are jerks. They act all noble, court me and pretend to want to be in a relationship. When I start feeling something, he suddenly becomes the fastest runner in Guinness Book of Record. *Werttt!>!?!*

Jerk: What do you feel about me?

Princess:  I think I LIKE you..

Jerk: Wow you like me that much huh? I don't think mine is too that extend. I think we need to stop seeing each other because obviously you are more involved emotionally than I am and it won't work out. Nabeh!?!>!<@! How you know it won't work out. Such a lame excuse... Be a man and just say you just want a companionship, not interested in a relationship. I asked you 100x and you said you were certain that you wanna explore the possibility of us..... 

Lesson of the day: Never trust a guy if he's only interest is to get in your pants. They have the sweetest mouth and they will sweet talk you into anything. Which girl don't like to be talk to like that. Trust me even the moon will come down. That's how sweet it is.

This happened throughout the entire 3 years till I gave up on love, and thought to myself probably I'm not meant for love. I'll just grow old with my Huskie & Bunny, this is my dream btw, I'm dead serious. One after another came and broke my already fragile heart. Then came my Buu. One of our friend introduced us, we went for a movie all 3 of us, I had to leave as I had horse riding lesson the following day. He did not contact me afterwards - I suck I know :/ We were FB friends though but never chatted till one day I became the man and spoke to him first and ask to join his clubbing sessions. 

We club together every week. Then he tried to chase me but I brother zone him. MUAHAHAHAHA! I knew he was going around chasing other girls, and I told him I'm not going to be his next victim. He is sweet though, he said to me, "I like you a lot but you brother zone me". I pretended not to hear that. We hung out so often that you can actually call him if you can't locate me. Still i insist that we remain as brother sister and I don't feel for him. I even push him to other girls or any girl I can find just to get rid of him.

As time goes by I realized he's not that bad. OH GOD I'm eating my own words now... I'm only human :( We became closer but I said only companionship and nothing else. I cannot afford to have my poor heart broken again. He said okay. We did everything together, cafe hunting, clubbing, shopping, car wash, pump petrol.... I know weird right.... No no don't fall in love... No no don't fall in the trap.... He never gave up on me and I'm glad that he didn't because now I can honestly say I miss him every day, I can't wait to see him and I need to see him just so I can hug him. 

Crazy how love works right. Just half a year ago I am disgusted at the thought of him touching me, now I can't stop thinking of him. I guess for those girls out there if you had your heart broken many times by idiot guys who's only interest is to have fun, don't fret there are good guys out there who will appear in your life when you least expect it. Give them a chance, open your heart to them. You might be afraid as he might be another asshole, well you'll never know if you never try. I was prepared to stay single and alone forever, and since this time my heart is pulling me to him, I took a chance and listen. 

To guys who just wanna have sex/good time/ONS go FUCK yourself, jump off a cliff! We already have enough predators in this world. Us girl have feelings and we don't enjoy being played around like a piece of meat. I'm not angry at the guys who came & go because I chose to like them, they helped shape the person I am today - tougher & stronger.

TO US :) If I didn't give him a chance then we won't be this:

*Good luck boy you're gonna need it* Ngek Ngek **evil laugh**.... 

Bluekkkk!

He's always on the phone. He needs training....

Car Wash.

I'm not sure what will happen in future, if it will work out for us but at least we gave it a try. Both of us will not look back and have regrets. To my buu I miss you every second, I think of you all the time.

You are my brightest star in darkest of night. 

Whenever I feel down/upset, hugging you makes everything feel better. 
This of course exclude the times you pissed me off.

You got my favorite flower right the first time and I mention it only once.

You make me happier than I ever could imagine :)

TO ALL THE GUYS WHO ATTEMPTED/PRETENDED TO DATE ME BEFORE, I'M GLAD IT DIDN'T WORK OUT!!!!! I'M SO STUPID FOR THINKING OR TRYING SO HARD TO IMPRESS YOU. YOU DON'T DESERVE ME!

Couples/Friends on Mobile Phones >> What's up with this??

I have always wondered about couples on mobiles, I look at them I observe them and I thought to myself what are they doing??? They are out on a date but both are on their phones. It defeats the purpose of the date doesn't it. Why not just tapao, Skype and eat while Skypeing. Save money also, tapao is cheaper, and don't have to pay for each other and best of all don't waste space, it can be used to occupy people who are really there to chat. 

It annoys me, they are so lucky to have each other yet they are more obsessed with gadgets than their partners. What is the point of being a couple might as well just couple with the gadgets. A gadget does not have mood swings, temper tantrums, maintenance (gifts), petrol expenses, save your saliva (don't have to talk), yada yadaaa. You just need to pay for eye expenses cause your eye would probably burst from staring at it all day and doctor expenses too cause your hands might get numb from all the electric currents your wonderful gadget gives out. No wonder people prefer gadgets. It's not only with couples even friends out on gathering.

 Got this from Google.

Awesome party right.. Woohooo! 

Great catching up at lunch.

I always have the courtesy to not use my phone when I'm out with my friends, I don't play games, I don't check my Facebook/Twitter/Instagram, I usually check for important messages and if I need to reply then I will politely say excuse me a sec just let me reply to this then I put my phone away again or I quickly type away then keep my phone.

Sometimes I get really annoyed with my friends, I tell them off we are here to catch-up, if you're going to sit there pressing your phone then don't waste my time. They will apologize and 15 minutes later do it again. Oh God i give up with these people I tell you. So what i did i took out my phone too. 

If you can't beat them join them :D 

You may tell me to mind my own business, well I'm not telling the couples or people out there what to do, I'm just merely expressing my thoughts on what I have observed and I think it's really annoying. Don't bullshit me with the you don't mind nonsense. The only people who don't mind are they people that are doing this. 

Even in movies, some idiots are checking their FB. OMG come on, watch the movie. What's so interesting on Facebook that you cannot wait till later. You need to reply to your friend who posted "Im cooking maggi!" or "Good evening peeps!". Oh how insensitive of me, of course you need to reply Good Evening to you too mate i'm watching Equalizer with my gf, wanna join, you can come there's an empty seat beside me".

Since we are also on FB subject, what's up with all these posts:

Good Morning (Morning what you want?, Staying alone too sad need to post publicly just to see who reply you)

I'm having lunch (You want to share your lunch with me, I'm on a diet!!!!)

I'm so freaking pissed F*** CC* KN* tut tut tutt, what language also come out >> *censored* (Need me to pour ice on you? or better yet come pay me I go burn that person that pissed you off so badly that you need to share to the world)

Am i pretty? (Yes extremely, very sexy also)

I just woke up (AND AND continue the sentence la... KNS just wake up also must tell, how bout pooping - the color of your poop?)

I'll tell you a story, well it's not a story that I just made up. It's real. I saw this with my own 2 eye balls - the couple opposite our table. Both were on the phones staring into it like their souls got sucked into it. Then the girl stopped put her phone aside, her bf's soul is still stuck in the phone. So she looked at him playing the phone *ARGHHH, useless piece of shit*... She smiled still looking at him then the food came, still in the phone, stop for a while took a couple of pictures then ate. Throughout dinner one hand still on the phone. *WHAT A DICK!* At the end of it, they took a "happy" couple picture together. Pictures are so deceiving... Poor child, i pity you, I'm telling you here I feel you. Imagine your bf proposing to you through Whatsapp. Is this the guy you want to marry or be with?? Think 10x gurl!!!! Save yourself get someone who will give you more attention/affection. There are better guys out there.

This is how couples should be.

Or this?? :) 

Come on people life doesn't revolve around phones/gadgets. Snap out of it put down your phone for a minute and see the world. There are many interesting things that are going on around you. You probably didn't notice that your gf got her hair done or perhaps your guy shaved his mustache. Same goes for yum cha sessions. You are there to catch up on whats going on with your friends; new job/new partner/strike lottery/new car/scandalous stories? How are you going to find out any of this if you are always on the phone.?!?!?!.

Frustrated seeing all the souls getting suck into gadgets.

L'esprezzo by The Loaf @ The Curve

Flat White ~ Coffee too strong.

Cappuccino ~ Good.

Croissant ~ Not even warm. 

Panini Musroom ~ Cheesy yummy.

L'esprezzo by The Loaf

Lot K-F01-W, First Floor,
The Curve Shopping Mall,
1, Jalan PJU 7/3, Mutiara Damansara,
47810 Petaling Jaya.

I/We Choose to Care about Animals

I was on half day leave driving to work till I come across a dog with its head still up on the side of NPE fast lane (I was driving at least 140/kmj), I almost hit the poor dog. By the time i reach the second toll I was already in tears and I know in my heart I have to turn back to help it. But due to my strict work I was hesitating on whether to take a left turn or a right and head straight for work. I thought fuck my work, I texted my manager who thankfully was very understanding and didn't think I was cooking some lie. 

Being a Malaysian, I am no good with roads especially KL. I took the left turn trying to look for a place to turn around. I can't remember where exactly I saw the dog so I turn here turn there and ended up at Jalan Gasing. I drove slowly trying to might have rescued him. But then again he is on the fast lane so possibly not. It's almost an hour since I spotted him, I was really afraid that some car might run him over. Since I'm already late for work I decided to try again. I went all the way back to Subang and took NPE again this time driving even slower, I found him just after the first toll coming down the flyover. I'm in the middle lane driving super slow, thinking what to do, how am I going to stop on the fast lane.

Cars were zooming really fast, I was waiting for my chance and Bamm I cut all the way to the right and stopped. Too bad I stopped a little too front from the dog, I tried reversing BUT cars were coming really fast. One car even flashed me then drove beside me just to give me 'The Look'. Luckily me being a girl i pretended to be fidgeting here and there like I don't know what I'm doing so he drove off. I have 5 seconds to react; I ran to the dog lift him up with all my might and carried him back all the way to my car and put him on the back seat. The road workers signaled me to quickly move as I might cause an accident. In the midst of all this my car decided not to start. I was freaking out turning the key a couple of times and finally manage to get the car started. I called my colleague to asked for their help to look for a vet. 

Driving halfway I noticed something big at the side of my seat, I thought it could be a dust ball or something then it moved. I freaked out. It's a tick and it's not like any I have ever seen. It's huge and grey. My goosebumps got goosebumps! I quickly look for the Vet. Once I arrive, I used the tissue to throw the ticks out of my car. One of the staff assisted me to carry the dog into the room. First question The Dr asked am I going to take back the dog if he treats it? I said I can't Dr even if i want to. Dr said if you are not going to take it then there is no point treating him. I said how about treating him then dropping him off at SPCA so someone can adopt him. He said that is if someone adopt him if not he'll still be put down and the dog is in a bad shape. His leg is fractured, butt grazed from the road by the vehicle that hit him and covered in ticks. He suggested me to put it down as it's the best option. Dr says I'm very lucky because the dog is in so much pain that when I picked him up he could have just take a bite at me and picking up strays from roadside is dangerous as I don't know what disease it might have.

I seriously cannot decide so I called my friend who gave me the numbers of a couple of society for animals. I manage to get in touch with one of them. She was of course very rude on the phone insisting that I treat the dog first and worry about other things later. I asked her are you going to come and treat the dog then? I sure hell can't fork out that much money. We were arguing like cats and dogs over the phone even though we have never met. The Dr was rushing me to make a decision as he has other patients to attend to and I'm also very late for work. 

Believe me this is no easy decision to make I asked the Dr to put the poor little dog to sleep and cremate him properly.

The lady called me again yelling on top of her voice. I told her what the Dr suggested and she said NO and to bring the dog somewhere else to a Vet that will treat the dog. I said I did my best to help the dog and I don't have the time to go around driving just to find a Vet who will do a free job. She herself refuse to come pick the dog and kept forcing me to do what she wants. I hung up the phone. I told the Dr to go ahead, he felt bad seeing me cry so he gave me a little pep talk. He said don't let them do this to you, you did your best. He also told me other things about them owing a lot of money and not paying the vets back which I cannot reveal since he told me in confidence.

I look like shit; eyes red teary, dress bloody. Then the woman called again. I told her that the dog has been put to sleep so no point arguing about it now. Of course she refuse to let it go, she continued to lecture and lecture and lecture so I hung up the phone since she was yelling my ears off and telling me to listen to her. Then she text me this. 

It's not easy for me especially after going through all the trouble to save the dog only to put it down. Sometimes doing something good might not necessarily give you the outcome you seek. I felt very sad but not because of the crazy lady but for the dog. I prayed that it will be in a better place. It's already 4pm, I drove to the car wash and got them to vacuum my whole car just in case I missed out any ticks. They even helped me to wash the blood on my mats and seat. I still went to work looking like this:

Some people might think I'm crazy or heartless but at least my conscience is clear and I did my best to help. Like I said you do not always get the outcome you want from doing something good but don't let it stop you from doing it. 

On another occasion, I arrived at Paws then I saw this thing flapping in the drain, it was a birdie. I was afraid that it might drown so I informed the staff there and all of us tried so long just to get it out of the drain. It went under the concrete and we could not see it. It took us a really long time. I am thankful that everyone was determine and helpful.

Poor thing was shivering so I covered him with a towel. I rinse him under the tap (the drain is filthy and smelly).

Uncle fed him rice but birdie decided to close him eyes.

Ice Cream Garden @ SS2 Pasar Malam

He's making mine *Excited*.

Bonsai Ice Cream Vanilla flavor. Cool right, I even have my own flower pot. The soil is actually cookies. I love it.

Ice Cream Garden

Monday SS2 Pasar Malam

Jalan SS 2/61, 
47300 Petaling Jaya.

Fish Head Curry @ Ming Tien Food Court, Taman Megah

Fish Head Curry ~ Absolutely yummy. Curry is thick and tasteful, fish is plenty too :) 

Fish Head Curry Stall
Ming Tien Food Court, Lot 10991,
Jalan SS 24/8, Taman Megah, 
47301 Petaling Jaya.

The Owls Cafe @ Bukit Jalil

Cafe is cozy & cantiks :)

Tung Ting Oolong Tea ~ Very nice and soothing.

Special Iced Coffee ~ Perfect once the ice cream fully melts. 

Green Tea Mille Crepe ~ Red bean taste is stronger than green tea.

Earl Grey Macaroon ~ Super sweet.

The spot i was eyeing on opened up when the family left.

Muahahahaha let's move.

The Owls Cafe

Lot 12-1, First Floor, Block 5,
Jalil Link, Jalan Jalil Jaya 6,
Bukit Jalil, 57000 Kuala Lumpur.
03-9543 9828
Tuesday to Thursday: 10.00am to 7.00pm
Friday to Saturday: 10.00am to 10.00pm
Sunday: 10.00am to 7.00pm
Close on Mondays