Who are you???

Do you change yourself when someone you like tells you that you dress horribly, or you should upgrade yourself because your knowledge is shallower than the kiddies pool or that you are not motivated or that your job doesn't need a smart person to it? Does that mean i am ignorant for doing what I do??? The answer is NO!

I used to be very happy working with my colleagues, doing what I do. I enjoy going to work everyday and not dragging my feet to work like any other job i have worked before. Colleagues can really make a difference in your workplace, I am happy everyday, we laugh together, we cheer together, we moan together, we face everything together. We became a family all together. It has been the happiest two years of my working life.

I was seeing this guy who told me that I am uninspiring and he is looking for someone who is so career minded that can inspire him to do great things. At that point of time I thought to myself maybe he is right, I am not at my fullest potential and I am so comfortable where I am that I just do not want to move out of my comfort zone. So I changed my job to a much more challenging job that takes a lot of me now. So you must be wondering, did i inspire him or have I become the person that he could learn to love?? 

He left me eventually... It felt as though my world fell apart when he told me that he found someone else who he sees has a future together. But I did not regret my decision changing job because at least in this job i can unlock my fullest potential. I guess every once in a while things would not run as smoothly as you thought it will. But that does not mean you should give up. Pull yourself together and rise higher than you have ever been before. Show everyone that it is their lost and not yours. 

Do not change for another person either than for yourself because you will realize that  it is not worth it. Once you do something you can never take it back, unless somebody invented a time machine where we can go back in time and rewrite history, I suppose this is the machine that everyone is waiting for. . .

I used to be broken but now I am stronger and I thank those who tried to bring me down and make me fall for I shall no longer give in to thee... Not anymore. . . .
One day I shall meet someone who can see pass all my crap and accept me for who I am. Well if i still didnt manage to find anyone, I could always just adopt a puppy and a bunny, they are after all more reliable than a guy....